another day

Wife was just off the phone to the hospital. our friend is up today. Feeling ok after being nuked and they asy she may be home for week end, which is the best news for a week. They have been pumping water into her viens and shes seems to be doing well on it. Today to get away from it all, being the coward i am i went to see another friend 30 odd miles away. She has five kids so she is well ocupied. We did as we usualy do and bitched about kids and our friends.. then i told her the news again (she had been told over the phone last night) and she cried. Im a guy, i rarely cry and dont know how to handle it really. I apologised for upseting her, stupid really, it was nature that upset her not me. I just heard a net friends son has killed himself yesterday too... i feel surounded by death now, on the edge of a dark well... but not too dispondant, if that makes sense?

My friend has a councilor and they have been in contact with a private charity, who have awarded her £500 so that she can have some time at home without money worrys.