Monday

Went round all the towns Antique shops today, quite dipressing, id forgoten what vultures Antiques dealered were. Didnt find anything, just what do you buy someone whos moveing away and has been declaired to be dieing? Not a clock or watch or calinder... we sort of thought a hip flask... but new ones are cheeper than old ones, even really awful old ones.

I heard someone describe the Russian psycie today as "Low level mantainance dispair" i might be seeing the world in a similar way nowdays...