Monday

yesterday the lad knocked on the door, sans anyone in sight. He was here to follow up on a promised Pokemon swap with our boy. He didn't stay, lieing granddad was lurking in the car outside. What nagging it must have taken to get him here even for a few mins.

Yesterday also went to acquaintances xmas "do" just a light thing of mince pies and mulled wine. We sat feeling out of place amongst the horsey people.

I'm just back from another do , combined with a mums hubby's birthday. Felt slightly out of place and they are all Mutual friends friends. They are nice enough and son gets on well with their older girl, though their youngest seems to have a psychopathic streek. Mr Bullshit was there as he's the brother of the hubby. Competitive mum was too, still rattling on about how children gets points at school etc. She is nice though, a nurse at the minor injuries unit in town... That's two "do's" surrounded with normal people, people with real jobs real money and holidays, they go windsurfing in winter and skiing etc....it was quiet depressing to realise how dull i am.