Sunday, birthday

Im still not right happy. Wife and son got up early and made a flat looking cake with some candles on it , which was nice. And Son made a card. Hotdog came round with his daughter, with a card with a fiver in it, nice of him and he paid me £30 for the rush ice cream sign, i feel guilty about that 'cos the job he wanted it for, a regata, started so late that he only sold £100 of ice cream and he had to pay for the pitch and somone to work it, so with my pay he didnt make anything for all his effort. Went to Godbotherers house for some tea, she gave me a book (second book of "worst case" survival books, which is fun) and a nice card. the card had a map on the front of my old home town. i looked at its traceing al the places i went when i was young. Felt sad at that. Round her house was Littleluo, who we havent seen since she broke up with Godbotherers son, she looks happier and is working , training as a hairdresser in London. Last time i saw her she was self harming and very down, now shes reinvented herself in the big city and realised the people she went to school with who shout at her in the street, will aways be trapped with themselves for company. Biglou Phoned as she was sopsoed to go to church with them but she been ill and couldnt go.

She had the bag of materiel i gave her last year, she said she would make me a kimono, she had just then finished working in the costume department for the dutchy Opera's production of The mikardo. She said she was showing willing just haveing the bag out and soon she would start it lol

Aparently BeutifulNurse was at Hotdogs last night, with hi snew girls friend, another Nurse. Hes very handsom and the son of a methodist Minester and grower of dope. Godbotherer said his new one didnt seem as nuts as the others, one of which he had a much loved son with. We speculate what he does to the girls to loose so many in prity quick sucession, the wife thinks he is so handsom that they jump into bed with him too soon, i said there cannot be a too soon for that.