Wednesday

Today i had to get away from wife and child. She was doing her uber feeble act and seemed to not notice that i was chewing the carpet, trying not to shout at them both to get out of my face! yesterday she said she woudl take our son out for the day and fucked about all day so they didn't, today she did the same till i just picked up my coat and said i was going out.....was out all day, visited Fivemum. She was more fraught than usual, all the kids being there. Shouting and swearing at them a lot. To me she tries to control them too much... she should just let them get on with things and pick up the pieces afterwards. She has this odd thing about technology too, don't like the telly or computer when both woudl give her a breather. I sat in the kitchen and she complained that the farmers dog had fucked Spot, the farmers dog is Spots dad. She complained that if the dog was pregnant she wouldn't be able to sell the pups....WTF she expects the pups to be like i don't know, i joked if they had two heads or six legs they might be worth a lot...Out of the window i noticed Farmers dog was vigerosly humping Spot again outside....she ran out shouting....

Went and bought a big clock for the house, fed up being the only one worried about money also a new pillow ...fuck money, why should i be the only one worried...

When i got back they were both absent but came back quiet soon, seems they had went out to Mc D which she know i disapprove of, Son likes the toys but rarely eats much anyway... She seems not to worry about the brain washing there.... it'll be a surprise when i tell her that promising to go out all day with Son..then doing it when i wasn't there, just don't fucking count!