Monday. is it all worth while?

Im questioning it all now, is it worth while? It seems stacked against us, the dark forces are gathering themselves. Really i feel like giveing it all up resigning and abandoning it all. "they" are intent on selling the house. The will only had three bits... the funeral, which they took over and did as they wanted, the house which they are jacking up the costs of till its untenable and the lad, which they seems intent on snatching. So we ride into battle with little hope that our friends dieing wishes will be respected in any way. If we did resign, which im sure they want, then what. A skip for her belongings. A for sale sign for the house, a cold grave away from where she wanted it and three way custody battle thro the courts.

And the email with its vield threats and snipeing. I hate them.

Today after writeing that, i dashed out to see Fivemum, desperate to chat and bitch with someone fairly normal. Shes ill, back pain, chough etc. I cant say i didnt think thats how our friend started. Anyway we chatted and bitched for a time and i went to pick up son from school.