Thursday

Went to dentist to get teeth polished etc. Nice lady, chatted about kids, she has three!. Felt prity good when i came out, haveing made myself go again. Dropped off one bin bag for our friends clothes with barnadoes charity shop on the way.

After noon Mutual friend came round with the lad , her daughter was off with a school friend. Chatted, moaned and bitched. No new developments there, tho she mentioned that next Monday was "thier" dead line. She complimented me on how we were handleing it, she dont realise how in bits we are. No benifit to show it tho.

Then had phone call from Mr Lecturer from hospital. He had a "thing" burnt off the inside of his bladder last week (friday i think) but has started to pass a lot of blood. Rushed to hospital. We visited him and he seems chipper enough tho i suspect a little frieghtened. he had soem thierd year student doctors visit him and as he needed to wee he invited them to inspect the result. Bright red pee with blood clots in it. One said ....Dos'nt that worry you!.... to which he said YES thats why i rushed to hospital!.

Just checked the emails. My heart speeds up when i even think of checking the emails. Nothing there thank god. Less we have to do with these bastards the better.