Tuesday

Funerals on Friday, rather typically he's causing some trouble even now. We found a good undertaker for his wife but they cannot cremate a body in a black plastic rubbish bag as he requested, but they have a what amounts to a cardboard box and are renting a transit van (which may or may not have writing on the side, (probably renta van services or something.) She says they have been very good and kind and accommodating.

Apparently i may have to walk in with his three sons as "he thought a lot of me".....hearing that sort of upsets me more really.

Went to town this morning , drove past the road end to their house and past my friends grave. Went to shop to get a new car battery cheap, visited Weezy on the way back, she's off to hospital tomorrow to be fitted with a heat monitor as she sometimes cant walk 30 feet without getting out of breath. She maintains that every time she's fitted with a monitor her heart performs fine...Friday she's off to have her eyes looked at, she's getting double vision sometimes which maybe the drugs etc. She gave us xmas presents as we hadn't seen her since xmas as we all had horrible colds and didn't want to give her that.

This afternoon i phoned mutual friend just to talk to some one but she was working and Prof was there so we talked about metal and stuff...somehow i wanted feminine sympathy more but it was ok.