Tuesday..
Phone call from mutual friend. im to look after the lad this afternoon. She going to spy out wether to tak ehim to see his mum for the last time, her subtifuge is that he wants to get his big dalek he got a few months back.... our friend is in the bed, has stoped eating and last night is reported as "very bad"...
My friend has died, this afternoon. Her dad was holding her hand. I think it wasnt very peacful, but she passed with her family (such as it is) around her. I feel strange, sort of dizzy and sick. I knew it was about to happen, but i didnt know how i would react. i still dont really.
The brother in law phoned me, i coudlnt say a lot on the phone as her lad is here. But he was inquireing about the Will and legel stuff, of which i know little as to how to cope who to phone etc. He said, "thinsg had happened and dispite that, they wernt looking for a fight"... i must admit to thinking, yes 'things on your side have happened' not on mine you git.... i may have imagined it but, he seemed amused that if indeed i am an executer, all the legel shit is down to me.....
Mutual friends partner phoned, mutual friend has been informed. The lad is here happily playing and watching telly, how hes to be told i dont know. This is the bit no one knows what to say or do, how to react, can we smile?, can we joke?.... can we eat?. im actuly physicaly shakeing here, fingers buzzing.
Aparently she died at two oclock, what was i doing at two? did i feel anything strange then? i was waiting for the lad to arive, nothing felt any diferent. I was in the toilet worrying about missing the door, then i thought, 'its ok i can hear the door bell from here'..
Ive been thinking of the coversation with the brother in law. he seemed to think i was there when the will was writen. I wasnt, i was phoned and asked by our friend, to be a Exectutor. Dotty was there and witnessed the will. He seemed slightly nonplussed. Am i evil to think that maybe (i know hes been talking to a solicitor) he knows that an executor cannot witness the will? maybe thinking of a legel chalenge?.....fighting over the lad?
Just deliverd the lad back to our mutual friend, she is to tell him this evening. I must tell our son tommorow. Her daughter was eating tea, as ususal coverd in food, face, setee and floor.
My friend has died, this afternoon. Her dad was holding her hand. I think it wasnt very peacful, but she passed with her family (such as it is) around her. I feel strange, sort of dizzy and sick. I knew it was about to happen, but i didnt know how i would react. i still dont really.
The brother in law phoned me, i coudlnt say a lot on the phone as her lad is here. But he was inquireing about the Will and legel stuff, of which i know little as to how to cope who to phone etc. He said, "thinsg had happened and dispite that, they wernt looking for a fight"... i must admit to thinking, yes 'things on your side have happened' not on mine you git.... i may have imagined it but, he seemed amused that if indeed i am an executer, all the legel shit is down to me.....
Mutual friends partner phoned, mutual friend has been informed. The lad is here happily playing and watching telly, how hes to be told i dont know. This is the bit no one knows what to say or do, how to react, can we smile?, can we joke?.... can we eat?. im actuly physicaly shakeing here, fingers buzzing.
Aparently she died at two oclock, what was i doing at two? did i feel anything strange then? i was waiting for the lad to arive, nothing felt any diferent. I was in the toilet worrying about missing the door, then i thought, 'its ok i can hear the door bell from here'..
Ive been thinking of the coversation with the brother in law. he seemed to think i was there when the will was writen. I wasnt, i was phoned and asked by our friend, to be a Exectutor. Dotty was there and witnessed the will. He seemed slightly nonplussed. Am i evil to think that maybe (i know hes been talking to a solicitor) he knows that an executor cannot witness the will? maybe thinking of a legel chalenge?.....fighting over the lad?
Just deliverd the lad back to our mutual friend, she is to tell him this evening. I must tell our son tommorow. Her daughter was eating tea, as ususal coverd in food, face, setee and floor.
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