Midweek

We went round to see our friend before i took the wife to work. She was sleeping, raspy breaths but seemed peaceful the devil sis said she had a hell of an awful night, i dont quite know what she ment by that, she has many offers to help, but dont take them up. While we were there i repaierd the snowdrops quietly, until i thought the devil sis probably thinks im steeling something , so i pointed out what i had done. I placed it next to our friend, hope she notices. Dotty arived to say hello, she told my wife that her psycic friend told her to visit today as tommorow would be too late.

When my mother was ill, at the ed the macmillan nurses im am certain tried to end her life peacefully, they set the drug delivery mechine to deliver 12 hours of diamorphine in the middle of the night, but it didnt work. She lasted three more days. they did this because me my brothers and dad were noticably falling apart with the tension and mum was suffering. Im sure they will do somthing similar with our friend when they decide the end is near anyway.... do you know there isnt many steps in pain killing? theres headache stuff , parectomol/asprin, codine, morphine, heroin (diamorphine), great ah. no majic things that doctors produce that controls pain. basicly its headache strength or drug induced semi coma.

I went out with our son to a tool shop and looked for a pully, but bought a coupl eof rubber mats to cover the drain covers hes slipped over on in the garden. On the way back i dropped in on our mutual friend to see how she was. Our friends lad was off with his grandad for the day but her banshie daughter was there. Her and our son played quite well together and we chatted. she said the devil sister is still quite well behaved, we discussed the brother in laws row with my wife. She was suprised and made conciliatory remarks as shes always found him the resonable one. She seemed suprised that i said i wanted to hit the bastard and remind him of some home truths. i probably wont, but hes on my shit list for sure. You can say stuff to me and i will shrug it off, but upset and attack my wife and i will get you eventuly. i will keep it for latter tho now its all about our friend and no one else.

We chatted and drank some tea, eventuly she sai d she had to go shopping, i volenteered to look after the kids while she was shopping, to give her a slight brake. They behaved quite well. But the daughter insisted on going padeling in a pool, in the rain, in her socks. I told her it woudl eb cold but she hopped in anyway then complained it was cold. I even fed them with marmite and bread. most of which the daughter tipped over her head for some reason known only to her.