midweek

News isnt good. Shes been halucinateing due maybe to liver malfuntion and bile build up. Shit this isnt good. I wished she had some time to be...just be. Our mutual friend is planning for the worst sooner rather than latter. Dint even get the chance to repair the snowdrops.... idle bastard that i am ive just stupidly wiled the day away probably worked about half an hour all day and most of that was to make it apear that id done something. Spent afternoon talking to other friends in thier garden, drinking tea and talking crap. Im prity disgusted with myself.