Thursday,

Visited Handys this morning, discused valves for organ etc. And the on gowing problems with the Will etc. handys avery moral person and is mightily offened that our friends wishes are potentialy going to be ignored. Afternoon spent in and out of shed doing stuff like glueing and trying to make the valves effective, tho how effective they need to be remains to be seen.

Tommorow wife is to go to finacial advisor and see about finaceing our master plan for the house. I must remind her to feed the gold fish too.


shit.. i was feeling ok , just got an e-mail from the bor in law, makeing all sorts of demands for information. About bank acount etc. mentioned the funeral expenses too , which people were led to belive they were paying for, im sure so they got thier own way. Im angry now. He is obviosly still pushing for a house sale, quite hard too and is under the impression that we havent been doing anything.... i really am begining to hate them.

I bet i wont sleep tonight now. How can a human being be like this? They give them impression that as they dont get custody of the lad, then they want shot of any involvement as quickly as posible. To his detriment. Quite honestly, i want to wash my hands of these people, but cant as i actuly care.